Am I really that unusual?

your not unusal you are yourself and for someone to truly love you they will have to except that yes i may not have personal experence in this but my brother went through this him self so i dont know off hand but i will give you by best oppion here. i know it may not be easy but if you wait you will meat the right person for you and they will exept the fact that you dont like anal my brother did and 3 years later he met the right guy and he is still with him 3 years later. i hope this goes well for you and i give you my best wishes im sorry for my spelling being so bad.